疑惑

真讽刺,上一次苦求不得,这一次得来全不费工夫。上一次满足不了我的小小欲望,这一次却阴错阳差地在一个人睡的冬日晚上给我温暖。人生真是奇妙:)

I ask myself, what do I really want? 實際的東西,還是靈魂?

Am I a coward when it comes to love? No, I don't care how they see me or say
abt me, but how can I not care abt me see myself, wat abt my expectations and
 my dream? When it comes to relationship, it's nothing to do with fairy tale,
 do I care abt 'true love' or do I care abt the you-know-what?  Shall I relate
 those two things together at all?

好,就算不講實際的東西,那些瞬間的電光火石如何與生活瑣事去抗衡?我要不要調整自己?
如果是不同的背景不同的家庭文化,不同的品味不同的追求?還有更實際的需求?有些人所以
說要相處下看看,光是心動無法讓人心悅誠服,往後的不甘心不是更折磨?

Maybe by the end of the day, it's u two lying on the bed,可是在夜幕還未降臨之前,
那些無法避免的眼光?加上自己的想往是要如何面對?或許我把事情想的過於複雜,可是總要
先想的複雜,才不會在真正面對的時候不知所措。

Or maybe love does conquer? And wat do I know abt love?

If it's this complex, then y don't we just go solo? Dw abt the population,
it's nv gonna be threatened, there will be accidents happening all day
everyday -_______-/// or those who really love tiny trouble makers will
produce more than enough~

一个人寂寞,总好过两个人的孤单。

Maybe I should just go solo? It's just so tired to love,lazy coward, yes ,
I don't really wanna know how u have da strenth to love again like you've
 nv been hurt? not saying i have been~~

Or the question is really- am I willing to take another risk? 

I've been there, after everything fall bck to where it was before, do I
 still honestly rmb how it feels? If u ask me will I do the same if given
another chance, my answer will be, I'll only make the mistake and decision
 quicker, so i'll be out of it faster. Not that i'm saying I'm not enjoy it,
just if no future, then y bother?
Yes, i know all the exp accumulate, just saying~ 

Take a negative view on that, I'm always wondering if I delibrately missed
 that kiss, if I refused the offer, everything would be different~

Yes, the road not taken is always more tempting, only u could nv go bck~

No apology no regret, huh? So I guess

from the other nite~~~~Y good guys who know how to treat girl rite always
attracted to those bitches? And same thing happen that good girls always end
 up with assholes~~ geees, what's wrong with the world?

Silvia, 又關你甚麼事呢?你憑甚麼幫人家決定值得不值得呢?

Simplify~~~~

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