A quiet nite @ Qian’s~
NO game, NO pretending, NO faking smiles, 100％ me~
I’m just really tired.
The lyric I can’t forget, the images that’s haunting me, the moments I shared, the beats I danced to, the people I feel connected to… are the reasons that I get out of bed in the morning and work harder on myself to make me proud.
I wanna go away, escape, lock everyone out, leave everything behind. I wanna go somewhere far far away, somewhere near the forest, near the ocean, near the mountain. Just me and myself.
I got a call from my daring before she came back.
Unexpected. Because she is usually the non-cryer, the cool one.
She was crying so hard on the other side of the phone.
I got a call from my baby J. She called me first thing when she’s back.
Unexpected. Because she is usually the smiley,the happy one.
She was crying so hard. I can’t really hear what she was trying to tell me, yet I felt the pain.
It was not the words that’s important, it was the fact that they were heart broken that gets me chilling…
And woman, u know who u r, no use for me to ask you to drop the past and move on. I just want you to know, it’s been such a long long time, 6 years for christ sake, it hurts to know u r still not recovered. I am gonna stick with you more often to transform you into someone like me, a cold-blood love-herself-more-than-anyone-else B.I.T.C.H. So hopefully you can regain the strength and have the ability to love/enjoy the love again. Don’t give a shit abt those who dont know how to appreciate you, it’s their lost. And shame on them~ You know I am always here. Love you<3
Love does hurt after all. And after all, we all become numb and set up this unbreakable wall around us. Make sure no one in and no one out. Maybe all my dearest women are naturally born a sado-maso. We almost enjoy the torture and we constantly crave for it. We enjoy torturing ourselves and those who we are in love with.
Someone who loves you and someone who’s in love with you, it’s totally different thing. I finally got it.
My twiny M. said during lunch the other day. If we said ‘hi’ to each other, then it would just ruin everything, ruin the love we used to have. Indeed, she understands, ex-bf/gf are better off this way. No greeting, no nothing.
I only give one shoot to everyone,no exception for myself. It’s all done, set the mood back. Afterall, like what Samantha said, I love you, but I love myself more.
"It's not you, it's me (Translation: It's definitely you."
LOL, OMFG IT’S SO DUCKING TRUE!
DUCKING transform myself into a BITCH. I’m like always a bitch deep down. Gees, those rules are just so ME.
coz that’s the way i like it^_________________________^
misty 中午特地跑來world square請我吃飯，我受寵若驚。
my sexy twiny misty<3<3<3<3<3
thank you~~ I’ll arrange an Inception date with you soooooonnnnnnnn….
接下來的8月，another eventful month~~~
I PROMISE U, ALL MY DARLINGS, 和我在一起的每一天都是充滿驚喜的。永遠不會無聊。
Coz I do things with LOVE.